rrraaammmbbbllleee..

ps....or..sp? because its at the beginning? pre-ps? at any rate...5 minutes on this one. woot. i just needed to write something. anything.

exactly
how can you say that?
exactly what?
exactly where i need to be?
who are you kidding?
i need to be away
far away
away
to the point where i can be who i am
with
out
question
to the time that my embodiment
wont
make
me
sick.
exactly.
i'll say what exactly
needs to change
so i can
function
cut them off/ put the needle here!
afraid?
terrified.
terrified of how you treat
what you perceive
what is me
am i a
slight against god?
forever seeking attention?
no wait.
i've got it.
because of what was done to me
i am now a pathology
some thing to study
is that what you think?
what do you think?